My random thoughts on rain....

I wish it would rain again. It has such a calming effect on me. Whatever I'm thinking or feeling slowly dissolves through my body. And the smell. Soooo intoxicating. The Earth's perfume is what I jokingly call rain. Tonight I really could use some rain. I hurt sooo bad but my screams must not be heard. My soul is gasping for anything to hold on to. Is anyone out there? I'm slowly fading into the background. Would anyone even notice if I dissapear?